Reclaiming Your Power from Your Undefined Centers
In Human Design, the “Not-Self” is where you are living against your Design. The Not-Self expresses itself through the mind - in essence, it’s where we’ve given our Authority back to our minds. Particularly for Generators, the mind should never be our Authority - we have the Sacral (and if you have Emotional Authority, your emotions) to help us make decisions.
Our most vulnerable place in our energy is our Undefined Centers. Because we are not consistently emitting energy from these centers, we are open to conditioning and overall instability. Thankfully, if we are aware of the common fears/messages that can come from these centers and make their way to be filtered through our minds, we can make sure not to make decisions based on these areas of openness!
UNDEFINED AND OPEN CENTERS
Your Undefined centers are the centers that are white on your chart. Your completely open centers are your undefined centers that have no activated gates coming out of them. These are going to be even more susceptible to conditioning.
Using my chart as an example you can see that I have…
3 Undefined centers:
Solar Plexus
Heart
Throat
2 completely open centers:
Solar Plexus
Heart
These are the centers I will need to be the most aware of.
THE CENTERS AND THEIR NOT-SELF MESSAGES
Here are the not-self messages for each open center. If you have this open center, be aware of times where your mind may be using these not-self messages to hijack your Authority and influence your decisions and the way you behave.
UNDEFINED HEAD CENTER
A need and pressure to find external inspiration
Feeling that you don’t have the answers to your questions
A pressure or need to understand things
Not knowing what to think about, and feeling that you should know
Seeking advice or answers from someone else
UNDEFINED AJNA
Needing to figure things out
Pressure to figure out what to do with your life
Pressure to figure out what you will do next
Feelings of separation - that you cannot share your truth because you will be ostracized
Fear of sharing your opinions
UNDEFINED THROAT
Seeking attention through talking
Feeling unnoticed
Fear of silence
Pressure to do something/manifest something
Uncertainty about success
UNDEFINED IDENTITY CENTER
Pressure to figure out who you are
Looking for direction outside yourself
Feeling unlovable or unseen
Pressure to seek answers (unguided by your Authority)
Seeking identity through relationships with others
UNDEFINED HEART CENTER
Needing to prove your worth
Needing to be in control
Pressure to make promises
Feeling pressured to demonstrate loyalty
Feeling pressure to be brave
UNDEFINED SPLEEN
Shying away from pursuing things out of insecurity
Fear of failure
Fear of criticism
Fear of losing people if you live your truth
Fear of negative consequences to your actions
UNDEFINED SOLAR PLEXUS
Fear of confrontation
Fear of speaking your truth and upsetting people
Seeking approval
Fear of being disappointed
Fear of rejection
UNDEFINED SACRAL
Pressure to keep working to exhaustion
Lack of boundaries around work
Fear of resting
Pressure to find a partner/mate
Fear of saying no
UNDEFINED ROOT
Insecurity about your purpose
Pressure to achieve things
Pressure to finish things quickly
Needing to be needed
Pressure to find your passions
AWARENESS IS EVERYTHING
Awareness the key to making sure that these not-self themes of your undefined centers don’t hijack your Authority. It’s possible that there are some beliefs from these undefined centers that you’ve held as part of you for your whole life. If you’re aware of them, you can release them! In general, if you are following your Authority, you will feel a sense of flow and satisfaction in your life, even when you come across challenges. If your undefined centers are getting to your head, your thoughts won’t feel good. If this happens, make sure to take a deep breath and come back into your body. This will allow your Authority to speak loud and clear.
For me, making sure that I know that I am worthy of everything I receive, developing a healthy relationship with confrontation, and letting my creations emerge naturally have been life-changing. These are things I am aware of every day, so that my mind doesn’t get ahold of the insecurities of my undefined centers and start directing me from the mind!
Love,
Rachel
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